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Default Nov 16, 2021 at 08:50 PM
 
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Originally Posted by Desoxyn View Post
I know how terrible agitation can be... I went to the doctor with main problem 1. = Agitation, problem 2. = Depression. I was given kpins but they didn't help.. They mostly only help for anxiety. My psychiatrist said 3-4 months ago, "Use them for agitation" but he doesn't get.. Why?;


Agitation was my main problem for the longest I could remember.. We are lifeforms that feel PAIN. This explains schizophrenia well with the SCHIZ opioid theory;


I am that “schizophrenic genius” who someone made a post about the other day : slatestarcodex


I was a little agitated last night.. I spent hours watching Shameless. It's hard to binge watch things cuz I get thinking.. "Is everything on Netflix controlled by the elites?".. Then the news, all investments in the world mostly owned by BlackRock and Vanguard (Rockefeller).


I went to sleep.., and so, I woke up feeling very very good.. So if you can sleep well and often enough, THAT can help with withdrawals.


But importantly:, If you CAN'T withdraw right now (Like in the past), try again another time.. I do this with chems a lot.. It's hard to get off of phenibut - If my mood is too apathetic etc, I take the normal dose and then try again in a few weeks, months.. I've used it for 2-3 years and got off a few times - Good practice.


Don't worry.. You'll find peace. It will be relaxing and content feelings, no anxiety.. Spirituality/religion, meditation etc can help - It's the main thing for mental illness. I believe that schiz/bipolar can be a spiritual problem.. Think of all the Americans suffering right now - It was great, the ego.. But the spirit can only handle so much evil. Alcohol, fast food, mindlessness, manipulation, control, slavery = BORN mental illnesses that develop.


We are here as a symptom of a broken energy in time/space, to heal.
Thank you Desoxyn [emoji3590]

I think I may be on these meds for life at this point

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