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Desoxyn · Nov 16, 2021, 09:19 PM

Don't mind me for writing a little weird. I'm completely freaked out by the vaccine mixing with my meds - And the spots.. I think they're going away. They seem to be..

My mom said that she's not letting me get a 3rd vaccine and will sue for an exemption. She went to law school and was a nurse - She's a right brain genius...

Possible trigger:

My coworkers are unvaccinated and they do annoy me.. The antivax energy. Idk why I got them in the first place. This is basically what happened;

- I thought that most people would take the vaccine
- I would get infected with stronger variant viruses and blame everyone else for taking the vaccines

Sure, many people would have died.. But not more people than the virus from addiction, cancer, etc..

I took the vaccine and made a split in my mind. Since I was in the unvaccinated universe, getting vaccinated would bring me to a forked universe where I'd have intense fear - But I wasn't there yet, so my addiction mind was like "Just take it and deal with the consequences later.. - You'll be able to undo the decision when reality allows you to fork BACK to THIS universe again.."

But now I'm in this new one of hell