I've decided not to apply for the grad program since it will put me into debt and not really change my lifestyle. I thought about it and realize at my age that incurring debt is not a good idea. I will be ok with what I have. I am feeling good about myself and doing well otherwise. I thought that getting a master's would be a wise decision if I could translate it into a higher-paying job. At my age, it is unlikely to happen. I don't have any regrets about not applying. I came to my conclusion after coming to an understanding that I'm having a hard enough time just getting by with what I have. If I add any more responsibilities, I'm going to crash. I am doing well as it is but don't know when I will relapse again. This thought always will loom in the back of my mind. I like working and doing things. But, I also enjoy my free time and doing things I like. I will be ok no matter what.