Oh goodness L. I'm not crying and stuff anymore but this morning I have the urge to call you today just to make sure you understood the stuff i emailed on Sunday, and to also say that I didn't start realizing ANY of it til I was driving home from your office on Friday. I forgot to mention that little tidbit in my email which is rather important cuz you're probably over there thinking omg why didn't she talk about this on Friday? Well I would have had I realized any of it. Part of me wishes you would please respond to my email. Most of me knows that you won't and understands why: a) you don't do therapy via email which is kinda what it sounds like I want (but is not what I meant at all) and b) I made my bed and now I have to lay in it, as the saying goes.

But even if you could just respond with something as simple as "We will talk in December" would be better than nothing.