That session wasn't the greatest was it?

I know you give me all you can and it's so much more than most T's would give. I'm thankful beyond belief. But I'm also heartbroken because I so badly want there to be more - it's like you dangle a carrot and it's just unbearable knowing I can't have it.

I feel as though it's time to let go and stop feeling the way I do about you but how can I even do that? I love you so much. I'd do anything for you.