Dear T,

I wish I could hug you, but then I'm still afraid of leaving my apartment and seeing you in person because I don't want to be asymptomatic accidentally and then give you the 'Rona and then cause you to get sick, even though we're both vaccinated. I also don't want to get others sick from the aerosolization, even though I still wear a mask. I also don't want to get the 'Rona either.

I also wish that you could live forever and just be my T forever.

I know it sounds silly and childish, but you know I have child parts.

I don't think I could say this kind of stuff in an email - at least not yet.

It's what I/we secretly wish.