I really, really needed to come to therapy this week but someone else showed up instead and it hurts so badly. All she needed was for you to come and sit by her but you didn’t see it. I know I need to find a way to help her communicate but I wish you just read her right. Because now she’s distraught, again. I heard you offering extra session but how could I risk it when it has the potential to go so very wrong? I need adult me to be as present as possible to get through this next few days. I’m so scared. I wish you would text me or email me to say good luck, and that I can do it but of course I know you won’t, which is right I know…but it hurts too. I know you’ll be thinking of me though, and I will take the baby whale so I’ll feel like you’re with me.