No offense but your post seems like a rambling rant that doesn’t make
much sense. So your surprised that you spent all this time , money , and
energy on somebody who sleeps around and then ghosts you ? And
your worried about losing your “ best friend “ ? I just hope you learned
a life lesson from this one. TRUST NO ONE ! We want to believe things
that aren’t true even when the evidence is staring at us right in the face.
Your born alone and you’ll die alone. Everything in between is up for debate.