I was kinda not feeling good as I said earlier but then after I got to the hotel and got some water in me and meds in my system I was able to relax and I felt better and more alert. but I was also pretty hangry. So my mom and I went around town looking for some place to eat. I wanted to check out this place that had some unique sounding food. But when we got to the place it was after 5 and the place was dark and shady despite being open. My mom called it a “dive” and we both agreed it probably wasn’t the safest place to eat at. So we went all around again and finally ended up at a decent diner. It wasn’t the best food wise but it made my hanger go away and now I feel fine. I feel bad though that I missed out on all the sight seeing that my mom and my brother did because I couldn’t function. I don’t know if it’s the meds or the lack of testosterone or what. But it’s been difficult to function during the day and I miss out on stuff I’d like to do. Tomorrow I plan on going to an Indian grocery store that seems like it has some decent stuff and then I want to get my booster shot when I come home. I sent a message to my doctor and he says it’s fine to get it with my blood levels being high. I just hope I feel better by thanksgiving because it was tough today and there’s a lot more involved with thanksgiving. But going out to dinner is huge progress for me. I haven’t gone out to dinner since pre pandemic 2020. I think the last time I went out at night for dinner was for my birthday in feb 2020 And I never go out to dinner in a strange town. Even when there isn’t a pandemic going on. My mom thinks my low energy has to do with my eating more then anything. She doesn’t think I’m eating enough.

I have My 600 Pound Life on now right now. This show makes me sick. I thought the new season of I Am Jazz was supposed to be on tonight.