INVESTIGATIONS/COURSE IN HOSPITAL:
Despite our encouragement that Miss Didgee try some Epival to help her with her mood swings, she decided not to follow this course of
action.
While in hospital, the patient again was very irritable and not very cooperative.
On September 2nd, the Form 1 was discontinued, the patient was allowed to wear her own clothes but she was ambivalent about
staying. I told her that we needed to take time to discharge her properly with a prescription and a follow-up plan and that this would be done the next day and that she could use the time here to prepare herself emotionally for discharge. The patient hesitantly agreed and stayed until the next day when she was given a prescription for Paroxetine 20 mg in the morning, Clonazepam 0.25 mg b.i.d. and Loxapine 10 mg q.h.s. She left telling the resident she did not want to take the Epival.
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The day after I OD'd.
I think they wanted me to die, so they wouldn't have to deal with me.
They didn't care. They just pretended. There was no follow-up plan.