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Originally Posted by East17 View Post
It's 2am here in the UK. I went to bed early because I'd had enough of the day and just wanted to sleep. Now I'm wide awake, stressing about the days ahead and wishing I could go to sleep and never wake up.

I've spoken to T online this week, but it's not enough. I can't phone anyone at night 'cos it's not private. My H doesn't understand how bad things are. I tried to tell him a while back that I was having really dark thoughts. His response: 'if that's how you feel, just do it.'
Why would you say that to someone you supposedly love? [emoji26]

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Dear @East17, thank you for posting here. I can feel & relate with so much of what you've said. This kind of pain is hard to explain to someone else. I'm hoping that something wonderful will happen for you soon, & you will see that light at the end of the tunnel. Take care, ok?

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