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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
Thanks.. I cancelled the appointment.. But I'll make another one. The spots really bother me.
I'm looking forward to getting my new macbook pro and phone.. Those will improve my quality of life because a better internet experience will make me feel more organized etc because it wont be limited technology anymore..
I freak out because of the corruption/conspiracies. It's just like psychosis - I have no idea what is real. The dextroamphetamine allows me to stay awake and motivated enough to go into focused rabbit holes.
What I should do is live as if me + most people on earth are NOT going to die.. very soon within 5-10 years - Cuz no one knows if we will all die tomorrow..
I should play with the cats, watch a movie with my mom and relax.. That the spots aren't a sign of too much vaccine/Invega nanoparticle poisons..
I'm told that I should trust the scientists because they started out wanting to do something good and help humanity.. It's sad that I wanted to go to school and possibly be a scientist before I got depressed and then lost my mind.
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There are philosophers who said that meditating on everything that can go wrong in a day, (e.g., the Stoics) if you are interested in learning more about them, is good because... well I won't bore you with the whole explanation here, but basically it helps you remember perspective that things can go wrong in any given day.
Anyway, the key is not to meditate on it for too long, but just a little bit just to remember perspective as you go about your day. Not sure if it's a helpful tidbit for you or not. But it sometimes helps me remember that we're on a giant mass spinning in an enormous universe. Just that thought alone, if I can remember to pause while I realize that, is enough to kick me out of whatever terrible mind state I'm in.