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Old Nov 20, 2021, 03:40 PM
*Beth* *Beth* is offline
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
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I'm noticing something. The severe anxiety starts when I wake up and continues all day - anxiety with waves of panic. When night falls I feel sooo much calmer and more stable. I think there's something about how the light changes throughout the day that affects my brain. Night brings a safer, more peaceful mood.


I see (telehealth) my ice-cold pdoc on Tuesday. I think it's ridiculous - she's in New Mexico, I'm in northern Calif. We've never seen each other below the neck. I'd love to know why the clinic hired her.

Anyway, I'm going to propose an increase in Klonopin. Nothing else is working against the anxiety. Except perhaps a major tranquilizer.

***Beth does the Thorazine shuffle...she can't walk a straight line, but at least she's calm ***


One of these days I'll type out a post that's 5 paragraphs long.
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