I did good today. Today was the first day my moods were calm the entire day and I also felt fine physically all day and not tired. It’s been a long time since I’ve been stable both physically and mentally. I guess I’ve finally adjusted to not having the meds in my system. But I don’t know what next Saturday will look like when I go back on the lower dose. And I’m kinda worried my 2 blood levels will still be high. I need to be on this med for the rest of my life though since I’ve already had surgery. If I’m not on it I risk causing long term health issues to my body. So I’m not sure what will happen if the levels are still high. But luckily I have a great doctor who can figure this stuff out.