So I decided I'm going to buy myself some new clothes. I did gain weight as much as that makes me mad at myself and hate to admit it, truth is I'd fit more comfortably in a size 9 jeans now better than a size 8. I have a habit of not buying myself new clothes because I feel like I have to be a certain size lower to warrant me deserving to get new clothes. Yeah I know that's weird and messed up. But yeah, I'm getting a new pair of jeans (I'll get more in the future), 2 sweaters, and a zip up hoodie. I might as well just accept it and move on. I think the key to overcoming my eating disorder cycle is to stop obsessing, and learn to accept my body at wherever weight I may currently be at any given time. Whether that be my starting weight of 119 lbs or my current weight of 163lbs. I can still make healthy choices and work towards having a healthier lifestyle without falling back into obsessive ED behavior. If I'm not what I consider to be the perfect size for me it's okay.

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