Thank you a lot of you for the participation in the thread.
I know to forgive is healing. Pretty much all Religions put the stress on it. It’s a way to help the person who has been harm to look forward.
It’s kind of relief. I’ve experienced it. But, it’s needed time to go through this progress, at least, for me. I’m always talking from what I’m experiencing, ok?
I want to give myself time.

And I do agree with you @SprinkL3, it’s different to forget and to forgive. The fact that you are able to forgive someone doesn’t mean that you go on near this person. Sometimes, it’s meaningless and unhealthy.

I need time. I know that the best is to forgive but I can’t do it now.