Is this moon sending you/us a sign? It really feels like it is. It really feels as if it is telling us not to forget, about each other. So big and bright and hugely visible right now, from 6pm until gone 9am. And I know you have seen it and I know you will likely still be seeing it.

I wonder if you will ever look at the moon and not think of me. I wonder what you think. I think of you and hope you are ok. I hope nothing else has happened to you or your family. I hope everyone is recovering well. I don't know if I will ever be able to say those things to you, but it is what I think when I think if you.

That, and that I miss you. That I understand and I'm sorry and I'm grateful. And that I love you, and I wish you would just let me love you.