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Appointment with the new pdoc. We literally argued through the entire 45 minute appointment. She refuses to prescribe Cogentin because she doesn't like it, whatever the hell that means. My life has been so much better since Cogentin has stopped the severe tremors I was having. For the first time in a long time I feel suicidal. Why is MY body and MY life in the control of someone like her? Why do I have to live my life with these medications? I guess I'm extremely triggered. Everything just seems horrible. I feel terrified. I'm so afraid that something really bad is going to happen.
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