
Nov 23, 2021, 09:12 PM
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I want to build on LizardLady and Molinit's posts.
Ruby, in the past you have acknowledged that you understand your behavior is bad, that you were stalking your supervisor, and you own up to your behavior. Then you come back a few months later having rewritten the story to make yourself into a victim. Everyone here reminds you again that it's your behavior causing the problem, you concede and admit you know, then rinse repeat. It's my opinion (and yes, just my opinion), that you are aware enough of your actions to control them, but you choose not to because you have learned how to manipulate to get what you want.
I agree with LizardLady that if you behaved that way and I was your colleague, I would have complained numerous times. I have no problem with awkward social behaviors. I have awkward social behaviors. But I do have problems with hostile, angry, and borderline violent behaviors, which you exhibit at work.
I hope you will take time now to get into a treatment program, as so many have suggested. Perhaps now with this incident, the job program will take you on again to assist you and give you a case worker.
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly?
Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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