(((((((( BJ ))))))))

you know this is gonna make me sound really soft...half the neighborhoods gonna be there. it's just i wasn't prepared for it coz i got told if i done video statements i wouldn't have to appear.

those video statements were done in the child protection suite with an appointed adult of my choosing there as i'm classed as a vulnerable adult...meaning the rules aren't that different to the rules for a child.

i'll have all the support i need but...his lawyers gonna eat me for breakfast! i can't remember what i done yesterday, if i've had my pills today etc...so his lawyer will have a field day cross-examining me...which was the whole point of doing the vids as we went along.

i will see my social worker tomorrow but i'm holding my breathe as the police have already made it clear...i don't show, he walks!

thanks for your support though BJ