As a frog of little brain I should probably not be giving any advice.

You will probably not believe this but being half way to forty is a whole lot better than being half way over forty.

Stating the obvious seems a little lame but I take it you have no desire to be a parking attendant for the rest of your life.

You flunked out of collage because you could not see where you were going. Collage was not meeting your needs. At some point in the future it may be a path to success.

You life is not half over it is only just beginning. If nothing else you at least know one job you don't want to do the rest of your life.

It can be a rather rough ride but keep trying. As you experience life keep your eyes and heart open. The opportunity is out there.