Iīm sorry youīre feeling this way. I donīt know anything about your history but it seems you havenīt gotten proper treatment or help from health care or the social services. I know itīs often hard to get access to proper care so I understand if you havenīt been able to get the care you need. It sounds harsh what your daughter told you, itīs not easy to feel blamed for everything that happend in the past as itīs not only you who made choices, they did as well.
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Originally Posted by Aviza
I feel the same way. I've tried living through that feeling for almost 30 years. There's no way to correct it. I've prayed, I've taken risks. My mental health has ruined my life. I don't think it'll ever be what I dreamed. life is just one big disappointment.
Today my daughter said my thanksgiving wouldn't be spoiled if I stayed married to her dad. She'd be able to see me. Anyway I ruined my life and there's no going back. just have to live with the consequences.
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