I am nervous about this trip to be honest. I hope my mom keeps her promise about our shopping on Friday and it isnt just spending all day at the pool with my nephews. Is it mean that I don't really like my nephews?

I guess I'm also pretty concerned about restarting the testosterone on Saturday and what side effects I'll get from that and what my blood levels look like now. But after therapy yesterday I have some idea of where I'd like to apply to that I think would be a friendly work environment. So my mind is eased a bit about that. Which is huge.