Today I am thankful that I am starting to really understand, and that you are willing to walk me through this finding closure to the relationship that we had, regardless of the fact that it was never actually between us - I get it now that it was between me, and the fantasy-you that I constructed in my mind/heart out of the tidbits of you that you have shared, yes, but mostly from my own projections. That fantasy-you allowed me to find the healing that I needed, but now it's time for me to let that fantasy-you go and take back all those parts both positive and negative that I've been projecting on you all these years. You and I are two very different people, I am starting to see. And I am ready to begin my journey forth into the world a healed and whole person with all my human imperfections that make me who I am, as we both let go of this dyad/alliance whatever you want to call it. We can talk about this more tomorrow.