I'd probably say more personal than anything. I definitely would like to have something more than just a job ultimately where I work at just to be able to pay for things, so having a profession, or rather career is definitely a desire/goal.

But as far as what feeling productive means to me, I think it just means doing things to help achieve and work towards my ultimate goal(s) in life, what I want out of my existence, and doing things that help me get it/there. But the problem with that is I still don't even really know what I ultimately want, or what my purpose is, or even what I would simply want my purpose to be...