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Nov 25, 2021, 05:38 PM
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Didn't really feel the effects yesterday but all day today i have been content to lounge on the sofa, resting on and off. It was a cold rainy day so the weather was in-tune with my mood.
Feeling alone and ignored at the same time as desiring privacy. Feeling mixed-up, i guess. I'm Canadian so it's not Thanksgiving here but it is on all my soaps, so that's bringing me down. It's not a good time of year with Christmas getting closer every single day. I know i'll feel really pressured on Christmas Day. Just endure it, i guess.
I cancelled my appointment next Tuesday with my doctor for a PAP test. I don't feel up to it and there's no urgency. Decided it would be more stressful to have an in-home groomer for my dog rather than taking her to a salon so cancelled that appointment too and now i have NO APPOINTMENTS. I don't like having commitments.
Was looking thru my email files for something and came across the file of all the emails between me and that guy i had the online Summer thing with. Deleted them. They're just a bad memory now.
My giant rubber tree plant, the only houseplant i have, needs water, a leaf is dying. I've decided to let the whole plant die, just to be perverse. My last guest admired it, it's quite lovely, but i am tired of watering in and it will give me pleasure to see it wither away. It's an heirloom plant i inherited from a neighbor, over 35 years old.
Last edited by Anonymous41462; Nov 25, 2021 at 07:42 PM.
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