I enjoy being alive.. It is interesting.

I still have lots to do on the computer - But haven't touched it up today.. Maybe later.

I took phenibut and a stim capsule, smoked plant then took a .25 kpin - felt overwhelmed. I bought some cider..

I plan to just make the computer an addiction. I just like to be relaxed physically and focused mentally.

I'm not sure about the direction of which my life is.. Idk if I'll die tomorrow, 5 years.. But so many people are suffering greatly - I'm lucky, for now..