These last few days have been very busy. Me and two of my nieces and one of my nephews and one of my cousins decorated the house for Christmas and though it was fun it was also very tiring. Needless to say, the house looks very Christmassy. After that fun busy day when I was alone at night, I found myself tearing up for no reason. Maybe it`s because I felt alone or maybe it`s that awful depression that`s always at my side.

Last night I was busy cooking and cleaning up the kitchen. Then this morning I did some more cooking then in the afternoon we had the Thanksgiving festivities at my older sister`s house. It was all very nice. Now I`m just doing laundry and waiting for it to be done so maybe I can go to bed but I don`t feel tired or sleepy yet