tonight i dont care.. he's gone, so what? i've had to do without anyone to helop me before... most of my existence really. i had to do just tough out about 30yrs... more really.

im in a low grade depression and a pain/fatigue flare.

today it was a struggle to get out of bed.

i now have a support worker (called a peer suuport) who will meet with me every other week or so to help me prioritize and try to keep from getting sick. i dont like him at all really. Nice guy, means well but he's not on the same page at all. Its a situation in which i could probaby offer him more support than he can offer me. yippee

i have zero reason to even pull off the bed covers tomorrow.. feed dogs, walk dogs.. go back to bed. i just dont care.