In spite of my horrible therapy week, my visit with p-doc was awesome. I've never given her a chance in the past because she and my T don't see eye to eye.

I had this visit scheduled a month ago and when I got there, I said I need to talk do you have some time. She did!

I told her my feelings about my therapy appts and told her that I needed to hear from an objective listener what she thinks.

I was quite surprised. She was very sweet and didn't rush herself or me like usual.

She said, and I love this, what I am hearing is that you would like T to acknowledge that although unintentional, he has a role in contributing to your pain and that he will work with you so you can separate the past from the present.

Yes! Now why can't he say this to me?