I hate social gatherings. I went to this one thinking it was going to be low key and I guess it is since I cant compare it to the nightmare that was yesterday. But my uncles girlfriend was demanding I join in on a game of spoons. Like being beyond pushy. No really does mean no. I really had to hold my ground and be asssertive. Eventually she left me alone but I think my brother in law saved me. Then I filled up on snacks and I have a super small appetite so I wasn't hungry for dinner. I didnt join them either but I guess I should even if I dont eat. Theres just so much uncertain with the restarting of the injection in the afternoon and this new mutant covid virus is ****ing terrifying me. The snacks did help my anxiety. So I did need to legit eat. I guess I'll go join them to be social. The girlfriend complemented me though and said "it looks like you've lost a lot of weight" so it wasn't a total bust of a night.