Today marks the second year of the mothers death, she was one of our abusers. I am caught between missing her and being glad she is gone. I am so confused on how to feel myself let alone trying to deal with everyone elses' feelings.
This whole issue is causing me to switch alot. i have a headache of epic proportions.
Is this ok to post? I'm not sure what I can "talk" about or what I can't. I certainly don't want to trigger anybody. I don't think I can do anything right anymore.

Linda