I actually slept last night. I fell asleep around 10:30 and got up at 7:15. We came home today and I am in my own bed. I was feeling a bit uneasy with this new variant and I thought I'd feel more comfortable with my fridge and freezer being stocked since its pretty much been empty for awhile. So I got alot of frozen stuff. Then I got my first testosterone shot in 2 weeks. It was the lower dose he told me to start and I was already on .3 once a week so this new dose is practically nothing. I hope my body actually does contiune to transtion. I don't know when I go for blood work but my appointment with him is on the 11th of December. Usually I notice reactions to the testosterone postive or negative in a few hours. So we'll see how this goes and how resetting my body worked.

Last night my aunt asked me if I was going back to work and I said yeah next year. Then she said that shes not sure with this new variant if there will be a shut down. I'm not going back if things are bad I know that much. I have good insurance and I get social security and if things hit the fans it is not necessary for me to work. Plus my therapist talked to billings because I was telling her seeing her every week was tough finacially and she was able to get them to cut my copays in half which will majorly help me finacinally.

This stuff that is happening right now in the world is terryfing.