Theres this strange kinda noise outside that sounds like Uncle Fester howling at the moon in The Adams Family movie. Its kind of unsettling when I'm trying to sleep and get my anxiety under control. My mom says its just an animal

So far after restarting the testosterone I dont notice a huge diffrence. I do seem to be slightly more frustrated but also more motivated. My anxiety has been about the same all day. Not insanly out of control but I am in a bit of fight mode right now with this new variant.

I was looking for my mint tea and I found a pumpkin spice hot chocolate bomb. I decided to do that instead. But I had already heated up the water for the tea and when I put the bomb in I realized you needed to use milk. And I put in way too much water. So I got pumpkin spice chocolate flavored hot water basically.

But yeah I hope things dont get too out of control. With myself or in the world. And yeah I know that whole bit about controlling myself only.

I have a new 10 pound weighted blanket that causes these like sudden hot flashes and then I panic and I throw the blanket off. I dont know why im getting hot flashes I've had them the last 3 nights and they do seem to be more related to the blanket then to hormones I dont have anymore.