I'm doing good today. I got my laundry done. I am on the finale of Project Runway season 3. I slept a crazy long time last night. My trip exhausted me. I didn't leave my house at all. My moods were ok up until an hour ago maybe. Then I got a bit down in the dumps. My mom is setting up christmas stuff and it just bugged me that last year at this time I was going through a rough patch with my therapist and I dont know. Seeing all the Christmas stuff today just bugged me. The fact that I got kinda forced into IOP at christmas time with no support from her still lands a punch a year later. I really wish I had talked to her about it after I got out in January. But so far I'm not having any side effects after going back on my injections. My moods were fine until I saw the tree and I've had zero issue with anxiety today. And no anger at all. I really must have just been on too much and thats why things got so out of control a few weeks ago. I am curious what my blood work looks like now.
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