that sinking feeling, dragging

pain from where? Nagging.

tears falling, soaking

after all these weeks joking.

The mood has slipped, crying

inside my head, dying .....

lift me up to soar

I can't go back anymore .....

Joking, laughing, where?

I don't feel it anywhere .....

just sadness, knots of anxiety

they plague me, plague me ......

jin