I'm not looking forward to the zoom meeting later today. My own fault for saying I'd fit in with everyone else. But meeting at 4pm causes me a lot of unnecessary stress at home, so next time I'll say no to late afternoons.

The crazy thing is that it's voluntary, I'm not even getting paid for all the ***** I'm putting up with. It was supposed to be something to help other people and also something for me, to keep myself occupied while I'm at home all day.

Because of this meeting and needing to be mentally alert, I purposely didn't take all the stuff I usually take to knock me out, so consequently haven't slept well. The day hasn't even started yet and I'm already wishing it was over.

I don't see an end to this situation. Not until one of us isn't here anymore. The way things are going, that's likely to be me.

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