I definitely agree with the family and friends part, about relationships that matter. I just sometimes think I wish I personally didn't want to make, more or less anyone who sees or interacts with me think highly, or at the very least good of me.

Unfortunately I think that's just something I value and desire greatly in my life, and ultimately at the end one of the things that matters greatly to me, is making pretty much anybody who I crossed paths with, or just whoever I can, be impressed or think highly or at least good of me.

I think also part of it is because of this thing I struggle with, where I guess like, if I think something about myself, or something I'm doing, I feel like most people around me are going to think the same thing. Like for example, if I think/am worried I look suspicious walking in a store, or on a back road or something, I instantly feel like and worry that it's true and that's what people around me will think.