I woke up this morning bah humbug again but I’m slowly coming around. It’s a good thing because I have a busy day with other people depending on me.

I had an appointment with my doctor - full panel of labs and one other test to be done and then a referral to a specialist. I also had an appointment with my therapist who promptly chewed me out for taking good care of others and such poor care of myself. I vowed to turn over a new leaf and get my health in order pronto.

I have a strong craving for spaciousness in my life right now instead of constant chaos. I’m going to start working that into my life. I used to get that from floating at the pool. I need to find something to do when it’s 28F out. I’m going to join the Y in January (I’m trying to clear some projects currently) so maybe that pool will do the trick. Maybe I will take up knitting as well. I was going to the park but quit that when it turned cold.

My brother has pulled off a miracle. Every time I think it’s over, he rallies. He has improved to the point that he is going to be going back to assisted living soon. It’s just a miracle.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day.