Azul,

My mother had a tremendous impact on my life. I lost her over 11 years ago. While she was in a coma, I whispered in her ear that I forgave her for all the damage she did to me. Yet, to this day, I cannot say if I forgot the pain. I do not know how to forgive and for me my anger has melted many friendships I have had. My anger even caused my divorce.

I have yet to understand why I cannot trust people and why I still suffer, after whispering the forgiveness in mother's ear.

--Sarc