@raging vortex

I'm so sorry you are so lonely. I know it's not the same to say you have us online here, or you're not alone in the struggle; I know how it feels to still feel that lonely when no one is available.

I'm alone for Christmas (and most holidays). I've been alone most of my adulthood life. My family rejects me often, too.

((((safe hugs)))))

I wish there were a safe land for us all to go to and live with one another, free from harm, just nothing but love, caring for one another, so that none of us are alone. No toxicity, no politics, no nothing but a really peaceful place. I suppose that's my fantasy, but I still wish that for all of us. We've lived a life of real hurt, and it is tough to feel this way a lot.

We do hear you and acknowledge your pain. We hope your T is kinder to you, or you find a new, better T.

Hang in there.