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Skipped out on work early. Besides it being loud, I was falling asleep. I guess it’s because I took Xanax in the morning? I don’t usually take it as soon as I wake up but I was in a total panic, I felt like I was dying. I got home and slept for four hours.
I just saw my pdoc, she added vraylar but only twice a week. I was on vraylar when it first came out in 2017. I deteriorated with a couple of months to the point where I thought my own brain had split in two and one half was trying to kill me. BUT I was In a seriously stressful and shifty job. Now my job is just fury inducing but I’m learning how to compartmentalize.
Whatever, worth a shot I guess.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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