That's a good idea, I've mentioned it in the past. He said if I have trouble getting meds he'll help me with samples. I feel so clear headed. More days than not. I did have a stint with depression a few weeks back. That was money related. I pretty much feel good and feel like I could do more to better my future. But I kind of have it made working part time and getting disability.

I've sort of given up on fame. I'm just not as good as I thought and actually that's a stress reliever. I can quit trying. Some dreams are just dreams. And maybe I've grown up. I'm doing pretty well for all I've been through. I need to appreciate my accomplishments.