Called out of work. Right now IDGAF if I get fired. I don’t think I will anyway. I want to just sit on the couch and listen to Spotify and stare at the wall right now.

I didn’t get to sleep until about 2:30am. I hurt so bad last night, I felt SO BAD about myself and I could not get the SH thoughts out of my head. I listened to the les miserables soundtrack. I tried ice. Eventually I had to wake up RS and have him hold me and rob my back. I hate waking him up but if I didn’t I would have definitely SH. I was also

I think I was so tired yesterday because I took my new migraine medicine the night before at around 10:30. I guess I’m just not destined to find a med that doesn’t knock me out. I’d rather deal with the sleepiness than the intense headache though.

I guess eventually I’ll do something useful today but not right now.