Hey.
I don't have a diagnosis but I'm pretty sure I have anorexia. I'm scared of going to the GP, I don't want to loose the control I have. I keep swapping from eating to self harm and it's too much. Use it to try and deal with abuse at home. I tried to eat more, I just felt awful and ill. I feel okay as I am so why change? I'm struggling to understand everyone's concerns and incentive.
So worried for Christmas, haven't been through a Christmas like this yet. Sure it will be one of many.
Sorry to rant and sorry if this crosses over topics.

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