I swear I'm stuck in some lucid dream or simulation and there's an overseer who continuously pushes me to the brink with one bad situation after the next, and then just when I'm about to permanently snap and honestly find the nearest tall cliff things just magically become all peachy and nice as if everything's fine and dandy.

A lot of people in modern spirituality say earth is a school. If true, then I think it's the most barbaric inefficient evil way of teaching living beings. I'll take modern school approach of making everything known, not hiding behind the scene. Sometimes I think we're all in a Big Brain as alters living in a lucid dream type reality, and most of us just aren't aware we're alters. I told that to my DID neuropsychologist and he found that to be very interesting.

I'm done rambling/venting but still not okay. It's not okay to torture people for the sake of learning! BTW headline news says the first omicron covid case was just detected here in California.