I slept good last night for the second night in a row. My new OTC sleep meds have been helping a lot. My moods and anxiety are pretty good today. I think I've adjusted to being back on the testosterone and the lower dose is working and isnt ****ing with my mental health the way the high dose was. I have this insane hunger though and I dont know what its from. My topamax is kinda useless. I gave my mom my vistril to hold onto since that has been an issue in the past and this seemed to start around the time I started it. But my goal was to only use the vistril until I got used to being back on the testosterone and now that I am adjusted to it I guess I dont need the vistril anymore. But right now all I can do is continue to eat high protein stuff and chug unsweetened decaf iced tea until it gets under control. I just feel like Patrick from SpongeBob when Patrick orders some food and SpongeBob says "but you just ate 2 large orders of fried oyster skins."

I'm not dwelling on what happened in therapy yesterday. I have no patience for tomfoolery and it honestly was quite funny.