I stopped 2 of my meds that I had actually asked to be put on thinking they'd help. So it wasn't anything my pdoc told me I needed to be on. One of them did the opposite of what it should have done and the other helped but I had the same issue I had before while being on it. So things were ok today regarding those particular side effects. My anxiety was controlled through a lot of distraction but what I saw of the news this morning wasn't terrible but I did avoid it after the first 5 minutes. My therapists behavior yesterday I havent thought much of. I've never found a place as professional as the office where my transfrence therapist worked and I believe it is because there isnt any other place that exists that is that good and that professional and I've been believing that since 2006. So I'm just going to have to make do with what I have and for the most part be my own support system. Which I feel like I am able to do now that my testosterone is stable. But at this point I am not focusing on what therapy offices are in the area I am kind of more focused on my physical health and what my blood levels will look like when I get them drawn on Monday. I am also seriosuly considering surgery and I just dont have the time to deal with my therapists tomfoolery.