Fingers crossed, I think things are starting to turn positive. I woke this morning feeling ok, a little tinge of anxiety on typing this; though I think this is natural since I’ve had years of things turning to crap. I haven’t self harmed since last weekend and that’s a + in the right direction.

Tomorrow will be a test of the pudding as I’m going out for the day with my wife to a Christmas Market (a hellish experience from an autistic sensory experience) but it will make Justine happy.

So, yes, I’m hopeful that things are starting to fall into place.