Not 100% today. I’m still waiting for an email from my sister; we don’t know each other but are starting to try and build a relationship. It’s only been 12 days since I wrote my second email to her, and the social worker said you both need to take time, but it feels more like a month to me and it’s triggering bad feelings too. I haven’t given up hope but I’m still anxious as hell that I won’t hear anything back. Plus I’m tired from work, which has been pretty relentless lately.
I’m going to find more things to put on eBay and tidy up/organise things, to shift my focus for a while.